Too many stuffs, too lil time.

ima die-hard study maniac for this coming weeks. duh, cuz of N levels. currently, ima go work a hell lot harder in SS. h8 regretting so i guess i should and must beta start now. well, decided to home study instead. after school tho, meaning ima skip ec. pray that mum would help me write the letter tmr. if not, gl to myself then. hmm. thinking of giving up for poa. but should i or no? advice needed and i'll truly appreciate that. mmk, gotta finish up the letter. as u know, there's simply no time to waste...